Cherry blossom and the benefits of laziness

It is now spring and the cherry blossom is fully in bloom. Nothing can tempt me out of my flat quite so easily as cherry blossom, the simple beauty of which is spiritually uplifting in itself. Merely sitting and looking at cherry blossom is, I find, a very meditative pastime.
The other day, my friend Jill and I visited the blossoming trees in Kew Gardens. Playing amongst the trees were recordings from students of the Royal College of Music. it was beautiful and very relaxing; gentle, soothing, rolling sounds which fitted in wonderfully with the spring atmosphere.
Unfortunately, though, I’d gone and taken some CBD oil that morning. I was trying it out to see if it would help with my epilepsy; if it would calm me down. It didn’t work, however. An aura told me that there was a seizure coming on, so I sat down under one of the blossoming trees and tried to stay calm. My friend Jill, who was standing close by, grew a second face and four extra arms. She ended up looking something like a two-headed Kali.
It was scary, as seizures usually are, but I didn’t black out or have any breathing problems, which was good. Gradually, things calmed down and, some twenty minutes later, I was myself again, sat under the beautiful, blossoming trees with Jill, a retired art teacher and excellent sculptor. We went for a cup of tea.
It was a strange experience, both very relaxing and very scary at the same time. I won’t be taking CBD oil again! Earlier that morning, a large crow had flown straight at my window. I thought it was going to hit, but it turned at the very last moment. ‘It’s going to be a difficult day’, I thought. ‘But no need to worry. It will turn out well in the end.’
Folklore speaks of cherry blossom as representing new beginnings. In Scottish Highland folk traditions, wild cherry trees had mysterious qualities, and to encounter one was considered auspicious and fateful. For me, despite the weird experience on CBD oil, the blossom represents lazy days walking under beautiful petals. ‘Winter is over’, it says. ‘Enjoy the spring.’
There is a road opposite me which is lined with cherry blossom trees. I consider a quiet, slow stroll along this street as an opportunity for my body to recover from the busy rush of London. The human frame can be very good at healing itself, but needs time in which to do so. I think that the epilepsy is a means of my body resetting when I have worn it out with too much anxiety and ‘doing’.
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